Hey please read the whole piece i need some advice on this issue from my childhood?

I can understand, upbringing makes a big impact on our every day decisions now etc. During childhood is where we are taught development, understanding, and daily knowledge. The best thing now for you to do is study development and character in books and around positive people and try to put the past behind you. Everything that has been instilled in you and taught to you needs to be deleted from your brain, or i should say forgotten, don't dwell on it or even entertain the thoughts anymore. You need to re-develop your thinking skills and character. It is almost like going back to school and re-teaching the way you think and etc. about everything in general. Change your mind set and create new memories on what you now are learning and not about what you have learned growing up or received in the past out of life. It's a new beginning, you start now and not from yesterday. Dont look back no more, but reteach, relearn and I encourage you to get books etc. of development skills. Dont let your childhood steal your future, you have the power to change the way you feel, act, and create your day by day choice, simply leave it behind and take it as a strength that you can receive the right self development, character, and just basically the right thing to do. You are what you choose to believe, and don't choose to act on what you been taught and given to as a child but choose today to teach yourself and to choose the right productive way. So many have negative childhoods, be the fighter and don't be left a statistic of another abused, but a overcomer and achiever. Be happy, and create your future by not what you have learned but by what you choose to learn and be. Be thankful that we live in a place we have the opportunity to restore ones self to a rightful state of mind. Good luck!!